I have been working at a cafe, along with other things... and I have made a commitment to perform at one open mic a week.... I am not sure where I am going for an open mic this up coming week. I am not sure I want to go to the same places... and I am feeling less motivated than before.
The first performance was great! It was a small crowd, but super supportive and they made me read two or three more than I planned to. Someone also compared me to Andrea Gibson! I was thrilled, and honored and had such a life high from it....
The second one was way bigger crowd, but since I got there late I was at the bottom of the list and was cut time wise. Beyond that I messed up certain stanzas (not that anyone noticed) and I guess I got a few "That was great!"s but ... nothing that made me leave feeling like WOW this is my life, like last time. I know I only really performed twice, and it is ridiculous to think that every single time is going to feel equally amazing. Just kind of a let down, I am not giving up, but I am feeling a little defeated. I will start posting more regularly and more coherently in the near future...
Sorry that my posting has been so sporadic.
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