Dear you,
I didn't notice it until just now. I suppose the reason we can't be friends, the reason we can't be anything at all is because in my mind we were never in love. Knowing that we've lied to each other for six months puts a strain on trying to communicate at all. Maybe you'd disagree, but the true proof for me that we were never in love was that you were unable to be there for me when my mother was going in for her second surgery. To me, that was betrayal. Even acquaintances would be loyal to me in such a time of need. Maybe there was a sooner sign of your negeletful attitude, but when I received the news and had to beg for you to be available, even as a friend...you were further than ever. You never loved me. I had doubts in my mind that I ever loved you, but the fact that your love was, fake, just a false belief, made everything feel--- too much in the past.
I didn't notice it until just now. I suppose the reason we can't be friends, the reason we can't be anything at all is because in my mind we were never in love. Knowing that we've lied to each other for six months puts a strain on trying to communicate at all. Maybe you'd disagree, but the true proof for me that we were never in love was that you were unable to be there for me when my mother was going in for her second surgery. To me, that was betrayal. Even acquaintances would be loyal to me in such a time of need. Maybe there was a sooner sign of your negeletful attitude, but when I received the news and had to beg for you to be available, even as a friend...you were further than ever. You never loved me. I had doubts in my mind that I ever loved you, but the fact that your love was, fake, just a false belief, made everything feel--- too much in the past.
Please stay behind,
me
me
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